Harmony

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Summer Lovin!

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Holi festival 2010

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St. Pattys Day

2010-03-24T20:57:00.003-06:00

Went out with Marth for St Pattys Day, I never get out so its always a big deal. We went to the Circle Lounge in Salt Lake...she looked festive. Me? not so much!

I met this guy who i have been talking to for a few months now. His name is Chuck and he just so happens to be 6 freakin 11!! I literally had to stand on a chair to talk to him or hear him. Funny stuff

2010-02-02T19:34:00.006-07:00

Andrea and I went to the Art museum today....her first time ever which blew my mind! We had a lot of fun and got a case of the sillys while we were in there. We had more fun taking pictures than looking at pictures.

Unfortunatly every time i have ever been to art museum the sculpture garden is always closed :( So i tried to sneak a peek from the fence. This was all i got.

Im so thankful to have Andrea in my life....she has been an unconditional friend to me for a long long time....and have never had a falling out EVER!

This is my other new boyfriend....one that doesnt talk back! HA

I love the architecture of the museum...perfect for picture taking!

Im not a very good example for children! I kept touching the water, and therefore Addilyn had to also!

2010-01-14T18:31:00.003-07:00

Max came down from Clearfield to spend the night and the next day with me. We went to the Springville Art Museum...which is one of my favorite places. I was happy he enjoyed it as much as i do. There were hardly any people and lots of stuff i hadnt seen before. I really enjoyed the watercolor section.

This one is one of my favorites...it looked 3D and i almost felt like i was walking down that street...feeling that warm summer heat and smelling the flowers and hay and hearing the birds chriping!!

i loved this one! The colors were fantastic and the painting was sooo big! I wanna start doing humongous paintings!!

2010-01-14T18:19:00.002-07:00

I actually managed to get aday off from work...So andrea and I decided we would go to the Springville art museum...come to find out they are closed on mondays. So we were already out and about and decided we would go see how frozen Utah Lake is. Well it was waaay frozen. So much so you could see that people had been driving on the lake! So we decided we would tempt fate. . . .

There were huge cracks in the ice too that made it even more scary!

2009-12-29T00:47:00.004-07:00

This Christmas didnt really feel like christmas to me. I think its because i missmy in laws...I did get to see them for a few minutes which was really nice. I got to meet JEssica and Michaels little one who was super adorable. And i got to see kapuni and Inga for a few minutes. I went down to Meadow Christmas Eve like i always do...I love seeing my Beckstrand Family :)
My ulcer ended up giving me troubles that night after the christmas ever party so i went to my moms and relaxed and watched Four Christmases with my little brother. We had gotten very close the last couple years and i sure do miss having him around. And man alove he can cruise on those crutches!

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My mom had more pug puppies to play with....I wish i liked pugs more and had a place to keep one cause they were soooooo cute. They likes curling up in my hair and i didnt mind their little puppy breath on me.

The last picture is a small peek into the holiday returns....what you dont see is that im standing on an EnORmoUS pile of clothing just tossed behind the counter cause theres no where else to put it.

Moving and Festival of Lights

2009-12-09T21:28:00.002-07:00

I had to be out of my Orem apartment by Nov 30th so it made for hectic packing between going to Fillmore...my brothers broken leg...and working BlAcK fRiDaY!! But i survived and i am now living with Clint and Andrea and thier kids in Spanish Fork. It hasd been pretty nice so far except we got a ton of snow dumped on us. And my truck does less than average in the snow. But as long as the freeways are clear i will attempt to get up and drive to work.

I helped Andrea mud her upstairs and we have had lots of time to get caught up on all the hanging out we missed out on. we went out and splurged on snow boots...Buy on get one half off :) at KMART. First paid of snow boots i have ever owned.

Me and andreas fam went and checked out the Festival of Lights in Spanish Fork. It was a really cute set up and you could even tune in your radio to hear the xmas tunes.

No longer single yay!

2009-12-09T21:16:00.001-07:00

This is me and my new fella Max! we met on the internet and have been talking for a couple of months. He an absolute doll...he lives all the way up in Clearfield so he has to drive a good hour plus to come see me once a week.

We went and played at Utah lake where it was absolutley frigid. The lake was starting to freeze and threw rocks in like little kids.

Thanksgiving 2009

2009-12-09T20:06:00.006-07:00

This was my first thanksgiving without Adam andc without spending it with the Jolley family. My first thanksgiving dinner of the day was at my Aunty Cindys house (for somereason i never get pictures) and she gave some beautiful earrings that belonged to my grandma joyce, some medals and things of my dads and i got to hear his voice for the first time on a tape recorder. it tripped me out.

Then i went down to Kanosh and spent time with dad and the kiddos. what a crazy bunch! Then the last dinner of the night was at moms.. she even made me my fav coffee frosting cake. :) yummm beats any pie anyday

me and dad in Kanosh admiring the animals..

Jesses accident

2009-12-09T19:58:00.001-07:00

Jesse broke his leg bustin sweet moves at the skate park in Fillmore. He broke part of his knee and also had oral surgery to remove an absess tooth before they would even look at his leg. A week later he had a plate and 6 screws in his leg and he has to wear a brace for at least 9 months. I hope he skates again...time will tell

Halloweem 2009

2009-11-02T22:49:00.004-07:00

My first Halloween on my own in forever!! And i survived it! I have been working myself to death to afford to move at the end of the month and i even worked on Halloween until 1130. But then Martha and i needed some fun so we picked a random bar and went!! We had more fun outside taking pictures :)

I was supposed to be a hippie chick and ended up looking like a gypsy instead...oh well.

This scary dude at the gas station started harassing us in the car!! We couldnt roll the window up fast enough.

I was apparently mighty disgusted by Martha and her lime Gatorade

Hope everyone had a safe and fun HALLOWEEN

Utah Lake

2009-10-27T22:21:00.002-06:00

Today was my day off from work so i tried to make the most of it. Being broke its kinda hard...and today was soooo cold!! I have never been to Utah Lake before but Martha and I were looking for big rocks to weigh our vehicles down in the winter.

I really love water....I wish i had a better camera to take the pictures i envision :)

Me and my buddy Martha...freezing by the water! It was so windy too.

I made the beanie I am wearing :) its so warm and feels like a baby blanket.

There were lots of seagulls out there on the dock so i ran out as fast as i could. Then i realized the the risk i took....I COULD BEEN POOPED ON! Essh

Me, Martha and her son Kyler at Kuwanis Park

Photography

2009-10-27T22:15:00.002-06:00

I took these up Provo Canyon....

The wind was blowing pretty hard and the gold leaves were falling from the trees. It was so cool and hard to capture.

Fall

2009-10-13T18:27:00.003-06:00

Here is some evidense that Im doing alright and getting out of the house when I can. I have been working a lot. Saturday I went up Provo Canyon with a friend to see the fall leaves.

Bridal Veil Falls. It was very CHILLY up there when we went. The breeze just cut right through ya!

I admit I did some photoshopping....but im good ;)

Me and my friend Martha Zug..doesnt this picture look like a shampoo ad or something

Im OTAY

2009-09-26T01:27:00.003-06:00

SO I finally remembered how to log into this dang blogger. When i got my new laptop i didnt convert everything over like i had hoped. Just wanted to do a short little post and tell everyone not to worry about me too much and that im doing alright. ITs still really hard mainly because Adam has already replaced me and to see evidence of this really tears at my heart and i think it always will..I was in love with Adam since I was 15, thats 11 years! Im working very hard at Kohls in Orem, bustin my butt actually just to afford to live. Im also still donating plasma twice a week and that brings about 65 bucks a week. I have been suffering through an ulcer the past month or so. Im doing whatever i can at home to be careful and medicate.. but i dont have insurance and im broke so i cant just run out to the doctor. I have really bad days were i cant even move! And it even makes me throw up :( but im down almost 30 lbs since july...which is awesome!

My Brother Jesse is living with me in ORem and still looking for a job unfortunatly. . . .

Well thats the scoop and i will write more when its not 130am.