Saturday, September 26, 2009

Im OTAY




SO I finally remembered how to log into this dang blogger. When i got my new laptop i didnt convert everything over like i had hoped. Just wanted to do a short little post and tell everyone not to worry about me too much and that im doing alright. ITs still really hard mainly because Adam has already replaced me and to see evidence of this really tears at my heart and i think it always will..I was in love with Adam since I was 15, thats 11 years! Im working very hard at Kohls in Orem, bustin my butt actually just to afford to live. Im also still donating plasma twice a week and that brings about 65 bucks a week. I have been suffering through an ulcer the past month or so. Im doing whatever i can at home to be careful and medicate.. but i dont have insurance and im broke so i cant just run out to the doctor. I have really bad days were i cant even move! And it even makes me throw up :( but im down almost 30 lbs since july...which is awesome!


My Brother Jesse is living with me in ORem and still looking for a job unfortunatly. . . .


Well thats the scoop and i will write more when its not 130am.